We all have dreams,hopes,and of course fears about our future.
I was thinking about mine..I've actually been doing if for a while and I have so many different things I might want to do.
Missionary to India-but its a hostile country,not very kind to females and Would I really want to leave my lazy easy life in the USA (I'm a selfish human being I know.)?!
Hairstylist- Is that waht God wants me to do? Am I even good at it? There are many girls younger/the same age as me who are way better? Would I be wasting time and money if God wanted me to do somethign else.
(and my silly little dream)
Being a mommy of a singing family (like Wissmanns and Bontragers)- I'm not good at singing. Sometimes I think I sound awesome,but recordings suggest other wise ;) hehehe,like I said that one is a dream.
And then of course theres my highschool education. Lets see I'm falling way behind in math,needing to work on a major essay to finish up my 11th gd. english book. And confused on what I have to hurry up and get done and what I've already done............^_^..........
Doing French...*rolls eyes* why couldn't (knowledge wise) I have a memory chip to put all the info I want on and the put it back in my brain.
I want to learn greman,but since I started french and my sibligns are learning it I might as well do it too! :)
And of course the issue of moving,I can't wait until my daddy comes home.
Please continue to pray that we can sell our house,find a house and I can sell my animals within these 2 weeks. Someoens coming to look at my dog friday,so I hope I can get him a good home with them.
Why do things have to change? Why do I have to go up?
I always hated growing up. What I wouldn't give to be 10 again!
.....................Romans 8:28, Blythe, Romans 8:28...............
:) But hey,life is an adventure,so many things;
to explore,places,people,mystery,adventure,excitment...............
Thank you all dear followers for listening reading to my complaints,doubts and ramblings.
hehe,if you read them.
I'm afraid I'm good at doing that. *thuds head*
I was thinking about mine..I've actually been doing if for a while and I have so many different things I might want to do.
Missionary to India-but its a hostile country,not very kind to females and Would I really want to leave my lazy easy life in the USA (I'm a selfish human being I know.)?!
Hairstylist- Is that waht God wants me to do? Am I even good at it? There are many girls younger/the same age as me who are way better? Would I be wasting time and money if God wanted me to do somethign else.
(and my silly little dream)
Being a mommy of a singing family (like Wissmanns and Bontragers)- I'm not good at singing. Sometimes I think I sound awesome,but recordings suggest other wise ;) hehehe,like I said that one is a dream.
And then of course theres my highschool education. Lets see I'm falling way behind in math,needing to work on a major essay to finish up my 11th gd. english book. And confused on what I have to hurry up and get done and what I've already done............^_^..........
Doing French...*rolls eyes* why couldn't (knowledge wise) I have a memory chip to put all the info I want on and the put it back in my brain.
I want to learn greman,but since I started french and my sibligns are learning it I might as well do it too! :)
And of course the issue of moving,I can't wait until my daddy comes home.
Please continue to pray that we can sell our house,find a house and I can sell my animals within these 2 weeks. Someoens coming to look at my dog friday,so I hope I can get him a good home with them.
Why do things have to change? Why do I have to go up?
I always hated growing up. What I wouldn't give to be 10 again!
.....................Romans 8:28, Blythe, Romans 8:28...............
:) But hey,life is an adventure,so many things;
to explore,places,people,mystery,adventure,excitment...............
Thank you all dear followers for
hehe,if you read them.
I'm afraid I'm good at doing that. *thuds head*
Have a wonderful day today!
1 thought(s) to note :
{Hugs}. I would be absolutely in tears if I had to sell my dog!! :-'(.
Can we have even a TINY hint as to were you are moving? A teeny tiny one? Like maybe, what state?
I'll keep you in my prayers Blythe!!
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